Faith Hope Dream

As a child, I was told nothing

comes easy. Yet I would always

DREAM that things will always be

better no matter how tough it

was. I always had FAITH and I

knew wilth HOPE I can go 

through any rocky road in my

life. I might not have everything 

but I do know if I continue

looking up and have FAITH, 

HOPE and DREAM., with God's will

I will get to where I wanna go

Just as I felt lifeless...

What does one do when everything seems so dim, when this seems so dark, uncertain, when all hope and faith is gone? I couldn't seem to find the answer and the purpose of me going on in life...till i saw this video clip and listen to the lyrics to this song. Looking at their faces that says so much, faces that has so much hope and dream. Where is my hope and dream in life? Why do I give up so easily? Is it too late for me to reach the star? i can be strong and move on or I can just give up...

Nothingness

Oh, have I screw it all up again or is it what I keep doing to have the world listen to me or is it because I just want to follow my heart and go on a path where my passion lies? Why do I feel emptiness? Where are the sparks in my eyes? Do I still have it? Where did all my passion go? Does it always have to be so tough and challenging me? Is it me or is it karma? I feel my life so paper thin, like a house of cards ..one blow and everything caves in. When will this end? What do I have that can keep me alive? I just feel nothingness.

just us

i remember mum would always tellus that family is really important. therefore no matter what, we need

to take care of each other. We are all grown up now. everyone has their own life to live..my brother works in
singapore. Ann is living with her boyfiriend and kinda busy figuring out what she wants to do in her life. JiiLL is off to australia to study. i remember those days when the four of us stayed under one roof with mum and dad.. Then it was the four of us. now it’s just me with mum and dad. so wherever you are do know that i’m always thinking of you guys and i hope all is well and that you are doing great.
love you always, che che.....

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About me

About me

I am 37 and single. I love gadgets, i can't leave without my laptop. If there is nature i could be, i would be a tree. My heart has been broken so many times and I'm still picking it up piece by piece. i love books. i'm a sucker for the UNKNOWN. I need my dose of coffee at least a cup a day (it's definately a must have for me). I have dreams that i kinda doubt i will achieve it. My imagination runs wild most of the time... the way for me to destress would be sunbathing and swimming. I want to capture moments of everything or anything everyday so that i can scrap more layouts. I'm still waiting for the man who holds the key to my heart and start a home of my own. I'm grateful for the friends that i have in my life.  I don't believe in BFF because nothing last forever. I can shop till i drop and get broke. I wish to fly like a butterfly to a place where i truly belong. I'm still kinda 'girlie' at heart. I do believe that one day my world will stand together as ONE. There is more to me than meets the eye. I'm just like any other human being so dear LORD please be gentle with me.

Giving up

I was told I'm never artsy cos my fingers were short. I was told I'm never good at a lot of things, I kept going, only to prove I'm capable n worthy, I'm dead tired, I was told to rebuild relationships, Why me? What have I screw up again? I just want to rebuild relationship with myself, Mend the broken heart, Have compassion for self, Can anyone understand that? Can anyone see a wounded me? I try to keep myself sane, I can't take screams n yelling, It brings back the past, I don't belong anywhere, So where do I go from here? Can I just runaway?